Awake

Hey everyone. Todays song Awake was a little tough to make because it felt a little darker than what i want to make. But i realize to be truly true to the mission of finding my blue butterfly i have to make the songs that is coming trough. This song is about what can hold us back from what we are supposed to share with the world. What i realized today after watching Marie Forleo episode stop self sabotage:

If you watch this episode you will see that we all have an upper limit of joy and when we are in a place in life were we are about to break that limit we find ways to bring us back to our limit. We do it in the most amazingly different ways, like picking a fight with your love ones, getting sick or many other ways. I realized that my way of self sabotage is to be sleepy. This sleepiness feels like its uncontrollable and wanting to hold me back like a dark force. When ever I have been doing something significant like having an important conversation, an important paper or like making my music I´v been getting so sleepy that i literally fall asleep. Its super anoying. But now i know that that is what i have done so i can do something about it. I´m going to start to say the mantra

" I´m awake and present for the great things in my life".

I hope that my insight can help you to break free from your self sabotaging too.

Please write in the comments below what strategies you us to get yourself out of self sabotaging mode.

Love and light, Kristin